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Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008

yo.
so much to update.
donno wher to start
ok
rush my marketing project in 1 night
power rite only slp for 2 hrs
just to rush out 2500words report.
ZzZ
ok then next day rush out another project
omg
luckily projects is done
only left with 1 only
ok exams is so near liao
hais
work promotion exam is cumin too sian.
hais after tt would b my yr end production
omg when is my hetic life gonna hv a break

ok tis few days darlings nt happy
so i make them happy ok
i'm a gd bf!

i wan to sae sry to laogong
cuz mayb tis few days
i'm so so stress then i
show him faces n all ya
sigh..


can i have a break please!
i want to rest and take a day off from all this
i want to go to a far far away places which
i could throw away all my trouble!
please someone please bring me to somewhere
so tired of my life!

wat's wrong with my mum
kip finding trouble for me recently
cuz of my stupid brother i had
sigh.
in the past i try to control him
yet your pamper him
and now
he's out of control
and you ask me wat to do
funny uh
whose faults now
who ask your to pamper him tt much

things can never be fair
my life sux
when DG sae " u gt no childhood ar"
then i sae i totally gt no childhood
my path is full of rocks
y cant i have the same life lyk any other kids
till nw i still envy those kids that
thier parents treat them so well
give them encouragement presents when they
do well.
i have neither all of tt
all i gt is all scolding or beating
no matter how well i do
i really hate my bro at times
cuz he's the 1 who get the loves of my parent
i'm only the 1 they scold n beat
no matter right or wrong
i'm alway the black sheep of the family
wat i do is being controlled.
i hate my mum for planning n control me
for every subjects i studied is all she plan
even till now
i hv no talk in it
mayb i'm more smartier then my bro
tt y she put all her hope on mi
hais
beating scolding is all i gt
doting is all my bro gt
frm young till now
and now my mum expect mi to b close with her
and i told her your left me to b independent
when i'm onli 5 yrs old
can ppl believe it
i'm on my own for 12yrs
facing this cruel cold world on my own
wat's home to mi?
just a motel for mi to slp eat n bath
tt's all
aunts ask mi y i seldom stay at hm
i sae hm to mi is nth
a place tt i onli gt scolding
nth no love no warmth
i rather stay out to do my own things
i excel in the things i do nt cuz i gt parents support
i excel cuz i wan them to noe i'm on my own
somehow i do so good is cuz i wan them to praise mi
bt everytym i gt nth
sometimes i feel so dishearten
don feel lyk doing anythings as
they pay no attentions to me at all
sometimes i've been wondering m i thier child
y they treat mi n bro so differently
sigh.
they left a deep scar in my heart
nth will change the facts

there's once a auntie ask mi
y r u alway tt cheerful and happy all the while
i told her cuz my life is full with darkness
there y i don wan my frens surrounding mi to b
like mi so i will try my v best to make them smile.
happy also gt to pass a day sad also hv to pass a day
y nt b happy to pass tt day.
tt's my slogan haas.

i hv change-d totally
compare frm the past mi n nw
sometimes i don even noe who i am
bt all thx to changes
i hv learnt alot of things
and alot of things make me change my
point of views.
no point kip blaming my parents
cuz god put me to test
wan mi to b a STRONG & FIRM GIRL.