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Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.

Friday, January 30, 2009







back



wah miss ong is so freaking tired tis few days



haven study!!



grr..gt to start liao



1wk left..



chiong all e way



finally i saw so many ppl real faces



!!



fancy quarrel on 2nd day of new yr



damn fed up wit tt fucking gal



n ya saw email she's gg for verfication



sian..



lots of things happen



haas..



relatives sae i turn pretty le..



haas..



ok im so tired!



miss ong is gg to take nap



update photos..



heart<3

Sunday, January 25, 2009


yo.

miss ong is so so tired

ystd went for rehersal in chinatown

wah is freaking tired lor

whole day trg then rehersal..

whole body aching le..

ltr gt to go down agn and it's actual 1

zzz..

i look damn funny in my hair lar

n im gg to appear on tv and ya sure will let

ppl laugh

ystd saw tph and he smile and sae hi to mi!!

woah..

ystd went for reunion dinner with some sfa ppl

and we ate alot of things

shark fins, fish, chicken and etc..

quite a no. of things happen n ya

im lazy to update hees..

show u guys my curly hair after performance

kor kor sae i look nice in it


anyway wish u guys happy chinese new yr!!


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

yo.
miss ong is in sch nw
guess wat im doing project agn
haas..
nvm anyway had fun in bukit view pri
did hip hop..
argh early moring late
1sst time break record lor.
reach the sch ard 10min late chiong up to
hall and ya saw all familar faces
kanna disiao by all guys instructors!!!
grr stupid sia all gang up bully mi
jason call mi lao zhao bo then kenny call mi lao ying
after that trev sae tt i look lyk china student whom just transfer to tt sch
zzz all big bully sia..
so sleeply nw..
onli slp for 3hrs and nw rushing e project.. after that nid to go reharsal..
woah im making myself wore out to numb myself
i noe is a foolish things to do bt ya sigh guess that the way i choose.
thx to those ppl ard mi who show mi concern. miss ong appericate it
bt still i choose to numb myself in this way to make mi feel better
without thinking about things.
im graduating sigh..
work is awaiting for mi and sch is waving good bye to me..
everything has come to an end.
it's hurtful end but guess that's the onli
choice for me. sry boy! the kiss u gave on my forehead
i'll nv 4gt u make mi so impt in your heart, you've showered mi
with love and happiness i feel lyk im a princess wheneva im with you
everytym i cried u lend mi your shoulder. your hand is so gentle you held me tight
knowing that im hungry no matter how late or how tired u r u wuld alway cum
and look for mi n bring mi to eat.knowing tt i love stars u bring mi to watch almost every
nights. no matter how late my trgs end u wuld alway tried to be there and sent mi hm.
im sry im just tired of everythings
thx for e last hug and kiss u gave ystd.
all of our memories will be kept the bad and the good..
ilu boy.
mr c is cuming over to my sch to look for me
argh my savior is here.. im so blur i 4gt to bring another card out due to the
printing..ZzZ heng ar.. gg for lunch with him..
update ltr ba..


Stand by your man/woman — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him/her and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he/she is or who he's/she's with. For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's / she's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his / her back. Best part is, you know he's/ she's got yours too.
woah just did a bf/gf test and tt's my result..
heart-broken bt life gt to move on!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

yo..
ystd quite fun
morning woke up so early
cuz miss ong went to visit
grandfather..
after that head down to sch for
project
i gt no mood to do lor so play ard with thems
haas..
photos will b upload soon
after project head down to vivo to watch ponyo.
quite a nice movie bt e song is irrating
ok receive a music box woah it's nice...
a boy n a gal in sitting along e beach to view stars.
haas thx alot mr L..

after that he went off to see his doc
and i head down to city hall
ok went starbucks to study while waiting.
and ya another surprise
Mr C came and handle mi a black plastic
i was lyk uh wat's tt for?
ok guess wat...
it's STRAWBERRiES WATCH
haas..thx bt it's too big for my wrist..
haas.. ok we head down to marina sqaure
walk pass a shop and ya memories flow back..
went to watch a horror show
and ya he was SO SCARE!!
haas..so funny to see him lidat!!
ok after that he bring mi to e wheel of fortune there
we sitted for quite a long time chit chatting and took photos
after that we went to spore flyer there
and woah saw my STARS!!
after tt we headed hm
and ya i saw smth that is so opseen
a couple is doing tt argh..
spoil the sceenary lor!!
we took bus back and i fell asleep
bt kip on kanna woke up by a idiot didi..
grr..
ystd had a fever 37.6 omg
i went to take panadol and ko on my bed
so damn tired
miss ong is so tired!
gt to work on my assignment!
mayb i'll go down to sch tml to hand in!!

photos will up uploaded soon!!

miss ong got to chiong her studies nw same goes to all her
darlings let work hard
last sem le!!
gogogogo!!

Sunday, January 18, 2009











































































































































































randoms photos heex..
still gt lots more bt yt to received
anyway update agn ya..
tc peeps..








yo back..
woah so tired
haas
miss ong straight away ko
from work just nw
haas..
so tired lar
so many things cork up just nw
argh..
sian sian..
ok todae mr cai came
and bring mi breakfast
woah so surprise lar..
anyway thx for the effort done !

ok gt to chiong projects agn..
haas..

after tt gt to chiong study liao..
endless night is back..

chiong ar!!!


read ppl's blog
and ya.. kindda sad
things reali do come and go
10months is gone
misses the times in class
misses all my frens in DTHD1 0809B
4eva e most enjoyable time i had
im thinking after our exams will all be parted
hope we wont JM!
reali reali miss u guys for sure
esp others frens too lyk eleanor gang, sk's gang
wan ting's gang and of cuz my own gang
sigh.. lots of things learnt too
somehow i reali reali noe how reality is..
uni is so near yt so far..
everythings hv a ending
bt everytym i reali miss it..
actually to Wil:
if i had another chance i wuld b back as
a fren with u, i noe u're angry of mi
bt anyway just wan u to take care in army!!
i'm hoping tt 1 day we wuld b back as fren agn..

to my darlings jia you in our final exams
may we last long dont mia after our exams ok
u guys are my besties
i don wish tt any1 leave!
our dream yt to come true!


yo back.
hmm todae went sch for
exams focus
haas..
after tt went for meeting and ya
4eva e same arrows here and there
went down to gathering after tt
bt half way tru mum call
and i rush down to hospital
after tt then went back to gathering
zzzz damn physically tired lor..
todae was quite fun bt hais
most ppl nv come..
haas..
tired tml working haas..

anyway reali did enjoy my times out with them.
im sry im scare to b in a rls nw
u all are gd guys bt im scare of gg into a new rls
im afraid tt history repeat agn and i've no time for
bf..as im more busier i guess after i grad im gg to look for
jobs and start my working life and i'll still continue my
dancing n wushuing life.
i may nt suit u cuz im busy and i've odd days to rest
family to mi is much impt as comapre to the rest.
e wound inside me is yt to be heal..
giving up doesnt mean don love.
miss ong is still wondering wat's love?

Saturday, January 17, 2009

hey!!
mr HY sry lar
i noe i let u wait everytym
haas..
anyway im JIE JIE ok!!
haas
had great tym out with him lar
he's 4eva tt quiet ever since i noe him
like 2 to 3 yrs ago..

ok tml party time le!!
woah.
wondering will he be there tml?
haas..
next wk is study wk le then new yr
sian lar i haven buy my clothes yt
hais..
after new yr EXAMS!!!
my brain cant memorise so much things sia
lols
dying!!
haas..


miss ong realise that somehow she's
missing something in her life
wat's that?
love is nth to miss ong nw..
she's been hurt so deeply
and don dare to gt into rls agn..
once bitten twice shy..
she used to be a cheerful and happy
go lucky gal
but nw fate changes everythings
burdens is getting heavier and heavier
sometime somehow she wan to hv a guy by
her side when she's alone.
she nid some1 to shower her with loves and care
she nid some1 shoulders to lean on someone ears to
pour things out and someone lap to fall asleep on.


hoho..
miss ong is back
went to drink toade
and ya i was drunk
happy n fun time out with them
haas.
anyway miss ong is reali tired
mon to fri kip gg to hospital
zzzz
falling sick in process
anyway miss ong is grad soon
zzz
donno wat to do..
miss the times in sch..
haiz
ok
miss ong is gg to slp !!

she miss her strawberries!!!
wanted!!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

yo.
yes
miss ong is in hospital nw
blogging haas
finally all projects are done
endless nights is gone
nw left with exams
gg to chiong exam reali soon
tc every1 update ltr

miss ong is happy todae (=

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

wow..
it's 5.40am nw
miss ong is still rushing her web page
zzzz.
sure to fall asleep sia.
ok gg to zzz le
nitez
waking up at 6.15am ltr
power!!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

yo.
sian sia.
presentation todae were so far so gd
bt kana spoil at e back.
zzz.
he can tell that
some of us is overload and some are nt
haas.
ok anyway
mis ong is sick!!!
die sia still gt to hang on till next wk.

todae alot of things happen.
hais tml i shall go face with e cruel reality
hais..
heart is so painful.

some nurses sux!!!
argh..
heng gt 1 cum ask mi
if nt i sure to shout at e 2 ic
knn
i stand there waited for lyk 15mins
n their attitude sux!!!

miss ong fell hard ystd
cry till eyes are all swollen
i realise the problem btw us
both of us is sick of quarreling
nvm lyk wat u sae we shall not
tok too much on phone maybe tt's
e way to stop myself frm loving you
i'm sry...


overdue-love.

Monday, January 12, 2009

yo back.
sian sia
so tired.
presentation was ZZZZ..
haiz..
2nd presentation is tml
and ya feel lyk giving up liao..

so tired
went to watch ongbak2 kns
cheat $$$ sia..
argh bad movie!!

after tt went to hospital to see
grandfather
haiz reali hurt me alot to see him lidat
i donno wat i can do to cheer him up
feel so useless
i can onli everydae go acc him onli
reali tired!
i want to cry bt any1 can lend mi shoulders?
reali i donno how long i can hang on..
i noe i gt to hang on bt i'm so tired
last tym i use to hv some1 to share my everythings
nw i'm all alone..
i didnt express a thing out at hm
cuz i noe my family is also stress enough
i gt to hang on till new yr i guess

breaking down soon!

i miss my strawberries!!
didnt manage to gt it todae!

miss ong is freaking tired both mentally and physically
who is willing to be there for me?
r u the 1?

Sunday, January 11, 2009

yo.
hais
so much in pain nw
my both knee caps is killing me
cuz of the weather i guess..
ok reali sick liao.
coughing and slight flu,
headache and fever
my god
cuz of the endless nights of doing projects
and gt to wake up earlier for work or trg
zzz.
ok tml is my 1st presentation liao
hope everything is fine ya..
zzz.. tml miss ong will b wearing formal..
zzz..think i'll look werid..or OLD!!
hais..
ok
miss ong is gg to visit grandfather everyday frm nw on.
no matter how tired she is..
sigh.
mon result will be out
hais.
gt to face it then.
sigh.
parents are quarreling
hais.
all are stress
so do i!
ok update soon agn ba..

Friday, January 09, 2009

yo.

wah damn shag.

zzz

ystd slept at 4am

woke up at 7am todae

was rushing projects

i'm fed up of those projects!!

argh!!

reali reali v tired

gt to chiong agn ltr..

anyway todae cong all sae my attire

look lyk a golf-er

kns sia..



woah we were lost in NLB sia

so malu lor

walking up and down.

anyway after which went hm le.



he's overseas nw

pray for him tt he's fine.



ok gg to watch BREAKOUT!

woah haas..happy.

today quite a no. of things surprise mi

1st is smses by 2 person.

2nd is abt wc, haas..it's been lyk 1yr since i

heard frm him.

3rd is im gg back to b Assistant coach agn

haas..money money cum cum...



tml morning class agn argh..

9-12pm

after tt go over to dance

after that is meeting

after meeting is projecting

till next morning

go hm bath n work

after work projecting agn..

mon presentation le

sob sob!!



miss ong is slowly climbing up

she'll prove to those who look down on

her wrong.

tiring & stressful bt YES she'll do it!

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

yo.
ok todae sch was ok.
miss ong is adapting back her old
lifestyle.eating fruits and bread agn
healty rite!
haas.
anyway i miss lots of fbm lectures
sian diao.
gt to chiong liao 10chpts to go.
after sch went window shopping
saw many things i wan to buy
haas..
addicted..

anyway projecting tml.
fucking angry nw!
good ppl are hard to be
nw i noe y my parents alway told me
good ppl gt caught and kanna
mistood by ppl
bad ppl are the 1 who win!
fuck man!!
angry ar!!
my tolerance is max liao
i heck care liao
seem tt im e bad guy
so b it then
argh...
i still perfer to do project on my own 1.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

someone pls slap mi
let me wake up.
i wan to numb myself.
get scolded frm him
cuz i'm tourting myself.
wish to perform bt i don think
i've e time.
presentations exams is up
time crashes with performance.
sigh sian sian.
i donno wat to do nw!!
i wan to stop those thinking bt
i cant!!
standing strong is far too tiring
and difficult for me.
someone pls lend me a shoulder to
rest on it pls!!
i nid someone who i can pour everythings
to him!!
i don wan to hide under my blanket every nite
and cry agn n agn over for him
it's so painful!
who will understand mi?
i'm smiling on e outside appear to b strong
bt i'm nt...
seeing couples so sweet remind mi of past
i hold back my tears everytimes
walking down e road we use to walk everydays
listening to songs we loved
sitting on bus back home..
it's gone..
the road we use to walk seem so lonely and dark nw
e seat tt u use to sit on bus seem so lonely
e songs seem to become sad song
tears rolling down my cheeks
when i went to e place u brought me to watch e stars
last tym u were there by my side covering me away frm
the cold wind
bt nw everythings gone..
wat left is memories..
im trying to let go of u
i'm numbing myself just to 4gt u
i wan to dance dance dance work work work
u're tired of being with mi
tt's wat u sae to mi
tis hurts mi e most
u've change so do i..

onces agn
tis yr valentine's day i'm alone agn..
haas shuld sae i'm spending my times with my exam
paper..
break out!!
a dance which i wan to watch!
haiz
anyway todae was quite a fun day
went out after sch to watch a movie and hv dinner
ya bt somehow i went emo
cuz of smth..
hope for a better tml
..
standing up is painful and tired
bt i'll try..

miss ong is covered with scars!!
stand up!!

Monday, January 05, 2009














random update of pics
haas..me and my beloved darling miss CHEN!!


Sunday, January 04, 2009

ok went for jab in e morning
and ya e doc sux
my right arm cant move
cuz of e jab
and nw my hand is abit swollen
grr..
anyway work is tiring todae
had large order..

after work went to grandaunt
funeral..
sigh
ppl is leaving
grandfather cancer is in e last stage nw haiz
ppl come and goes..

i nw realise ppl do hv 2 faces
and they can change so damn fucknig fast
1 min toking to u
next min within a 'click'
they change my god
is money their onli pirority
fuck them man
stop lookin down on us man
so wat if u r high educated
your moral is nt up till there
for god sake
sometimes average family hv e most carring
and love.
argh...

im gg to make time out for my family
family nw to mi is important
i realise tt home is the onli place i culd hide.

chionging for projects!!!

Friday, January 02, 2009

yoyoyo..
i'm a gd gal nw ok
working on my project
haas..
went to buy beer n drink
n e person nv check my ic lor
sadded i gt a old face le..
ltr gg to eat my fav food SEAFOOD
with gfs!!
haas.
ok guys watch tis video ba
i'm yours by tay ping hui
i'm dancing too!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrskgCtExPg

update ltr ya!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

woah
happy 2009 ppl
ystd had a great day
cuz of performing on tv
haas..
yes we did it agn no cork up
so fun
e dress is nicer as compare to e day be4
took lots of photos
with e artist and e singers we gg to dance with
tay ping hui is reali reali tall..
anyway make new frens too
haas..
fun fun time
sigh projects is due in 2 wks times and all presentations
is 1 after another

sigh family burden is much more heavier nw
sigh can god just drop 5millions to mi
argh..
i'm still hesitate wherether to proceed on to
uni a nt.
zzz..
sigh..
anyway i'm far too tired to think of rls things
i shall start on my sch work nw.
chionging start tml!!!

something is missing! wat's tt?