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Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
missing them!!

hais its been e 4th day they r in china xia men.. hmm quite of missing them n their voice lor also donno y sigh tis few days so sian stay at hm rot no1 to go out wif hais n todae i start to coach wan cai class as he is also in china hais i was such a failure maybe kenny was ther to help to made e class more lively sigh when can i be so successful lyk others hmm.... waiting for them to cum back n to go out together haha hoping to go to chalet bt after e chalet is sch reopen sigh so fast kao...... save mi i m gg to lost my freedom after sch reopen hais...

[[ loney YiNg]]

Thursday, November 16, 2006



hee photo taken when we finish competing...

happi!

wa todae i think i m too fierce liao to those kids haha cuz they are performing tis cuming fri n they r nt serious at all so no chioce gt to force them hmm i keep on shouting n shouting bt quite fun la haha.... can sae tis tym is e most fierce n serious i m to them cuz last few week i keep on playing n joking wif them hmm i pray hard for them to do well in their performance n no mistakes haha todae i first tym so far manage to do a proper kong fan i was so happi bt after e kong fan i nv did anymore cuz mi hand n knee pain ~sob~ hais just hope tt i can reali do kong fan without using matt.....

[[ yiNg]]

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
tiring dae tml

so sian todae stay at hm rot agn hmm i m too lazy to go out todae so stay at hm do nth i just sit infront of e tv n took out alot of tibits n eat so sian lor hais my mum hurt her hand agn than tml i m gg to help her carry newspapers n deliever just pray tt tym i wont see tt 2 stupid policemen who park their car infront of mi mum car if nt i gt to carry a long distance hais than after tml help mum work than go to pray my uncle le than nid to rush off to cck to help shi fu after tt go to go nite trg sian sure tired out...

hais ystd recieve e tiger frm u made mi think of e past le i noe u r waiting for mi bt i donno how to give u a reply my life is full of saddness le ever since tt dae u decided to leave mi i hv change into another person le my heart is dead liao n is hard to find tt e feeling le i haven choosen e path n i nv regertted i onli noe tt i hv to stand up agn to look for a new relationship n a guy who can luv mi as much as u did last tym n i wan a guy who can understand mi n wot stop mi frm gg to wushu.... learning to give up i think is a better choice..

[[ sad ying]]

Sunday, November 12, 2006
wat's wrong wif mi

ka todae woke up feel so sick i cal back to mac to apply leave cuz i too sick le head so giddy n hv sore throat after ystd competition i fell sick terry( my shi fu) cal mi to produce a mc n i sae ok bt todae i slept till 1 or 2 lidat than wake up n i went down to see a doc bt i was so blur e clinic close at 12pm kao i was a blur queen lor hmm think tml i go see a doc ba hais y i fell sick it's so miserable e stupid feeling sigh....

[[ blur ying]]

competiton result

ha finally its over competition over hmm we gt quite alot of medals mainly most of us got medals sigh.... i put in alot of effort in my jian bt i did nt get a medal hais i was so upset in my result bt i was surprise tt i came in 2nd in my chang quan haa bt i m nt happy hmm we gt a total of 10 medals haa 4golds 3sliver 3brozne haha we knew some new frens over ther n hv fun haha.. took many photos too todae wif USA n BEI QUAN DAO all of us together wushu plus san shou haha..


[[ UnForGetAbLe MeMoRy YiNg]]

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
competition cuming

hais competition cuming le tis fri haha bt i nt scared at all donno y sia todae gt trg suppose to end at 8 bt we end at 9 plus haha thx to SOMEONE!!! haha todae watch doa agn haha 2nd tym val was late agn haha she went to meet kor kor n donno wat they do at hm...opps sry... hehe she came wif kor haha.... hmm after watching movie than we go eat cuz i m hungry haha i eat quite alot haha.... bt nw i m starving cuz NTH TO EAT sian hv to wait till tml morning than get to eat haha.... hmm tml sure kanna torture le morning trg than nite trg sure dead siao liao!!!
[[ YiNg]]

Monday, November 06, 2006
sick!!

todae so sian nth to do stay at hm all dae cuz todae when i woke up i feel sick cuz i ystd eat roti prata than todae sick donno wat wrong wif tt prata haha...sian fri competition le hais reali hope to hv mummy n daddy support when can i hv it sigh...

hoping to get their support soon
[[ YiNg]]

Friday, November 03, 2006
i m so sad to hear tt

i was damn sad to overheard wat u n daddy n boy sae i feel as thought i m a gd for nothing gal tt waste your money n has done nothing n i m just a bad daughter to u. My heart break when i heard tt , i noe u lyk boy better than mi when ever he tok to u or ask u for money u wuld give willling bt mi i onli ask u for e money to top up ezline card u give mi tt stupid face n as thought i m asking for 2billion lidat nw i m using my own saving to survive u noe i did nt take a single cent frm u during holidae i hate e look u gave mi as thought i owe u money i hate e attitude u gave mi. Nowaday u just treat mi lyk transparent tis hm does nt give mi secure anymore i cant feel e warmth anymore if u keep on forcing mi i will do things tt no1 expected mii to do...

I M jUsT LyK A BalL iF u KeEp oN AdDiNg fOrCe To iT, E mOrE iT wIlL BoUnCe

I HaTe E FeElIng u GavE mI Y CaNt U jUsT TreAt Mi LyK MiI BrO Is It So UnFaiR
Does it mean tt e eldest is alway in e wrong n is born to be blamed n get scolded n e youngest get all e concern frm your if tt were so i hope tt i was e youngest i don wan to get mature i don wan to be e eldest who alway get thrown aside by your i hate tt feeling your don noe when i m sad when i m happy your don understand mi your don even noe tt wat i lyk n dislike your just wan mi to be e way your wanted mi to b u noe tt is so unfair to mi it is so terrible to be a gal tt your wan mi to be...

I told your tt i m gg for competition next week bt your did nt encourage mi all your did was to pour cold water on mi i hate tt wat i wan frm your is tt i hope your can sae jia you to mi tt all i nid bt your did nt since my first competition till nw nt a single encourge words had came out frm your mouth onli xiao gu n e rest ask mi to jia you all tis bt you did nt u just keep quite... bt when is ah boy competition tym u keep on encouraging him..... y iszit so y cant u just treat mi e way u treat ah boy how i wish i can be e youngest who get everyone attentition n care even when i m hurt u don seem to care i hate tt feeling i feel as though i do nt belong in tis hse no warmth at all tis hm to mi is lyk a hotel lidat a place for mi to sleep eat n watch tv nth else... hais

[[ DepReSsED YiNg]]

*leave mi alone i don nid ani1 let mi die is e better way since your don care abt mi wat u do is nth nt scolding mi all dae*

Thursday, November 02, 2006
sigh

hais damn sian i m bored to death everytym staying at hm i keep on thinking of e sad thing tt changes mi mood sigh.... is ther a place tt i culd go n relax n 4get everything for tt dae i reali gg crazy le y iszit so hais.... my heart is feeling so heavy. i keep on sleeping to 4get those thing sigh turning pig soon.... help!!!!!!!

[[ StuPiD YiNg]]