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Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

hate to be left alone
the feeling sux to core
i hate it!!
fuck man!!
wat's wrong with my fucking life!
argh!!


i'm sad
broken heart
stress
v v tired
wan a break
wan to have a long vacation
so so much things to do..

aim for 1wk holidays
counting down
work work during tt period
earn alot money
tis few days
damn stress of work study & money
sigh
y cant i b a rich ppl child
can no nid worry abt money
sigh.

can i just close my eyes
and go to look for my ah ma?
n nv wake up?
so damn tired of my life
everyday nt enough slp
everydae busy with here and there
totally no free day at all
life is so sux!
unfair is the only word i can use to describe
tis world to me
family is just a word to me
dont feel the warmth n care they gave
sometimes felt so loney
i gt problems bt cant speak to them
i can onli kip in heart
wanted to look for ppl to tok to
bt i donno who to look for
e 1 who is alway there is gone
we quarrel and nw r strangers
missing her bt sigh
things an't the same anymore
anyway mayb i'm born to b a loner!
sigh..


laogong i just nid u rite nw!



Friday, October 24, 2008

ok back.

felt so so disheartnening
broke up with him
due to fucking things
sigh..
he walk away ya leaving mi there
cried till eyes swollen
sigh..
bt things are cleared bt still
sigh...

so stress nw sophie is down at hospital
due to dengue
hais feel so heart pain
to see her in this case
i'm thinking if i were to b hospitalise
who will b there
will he be lyk wr everydae go down to acc sophie?
will my frens cum to visit mi?
ok laoshi text mi on fri night and asking mi to
currently take over her things n post
omg stress lar..
i'm scare of being the vice chairman
due to my age n i'm consider a junior over there.
sigh.
being a CL is stressful lar
auntie suan mi cuz i dono the timing for some product
n cuz of promotion a few no. of ppl is unhappy
sigh.
is hard to talk to them.

ok i'm dead for sure liao
exam on wed n yt i didnt do a single things
haaas
plus project is due on wed too
ok gt to go tonning ltr
sigh..
next sat gg for drinking le..
n he's meeting her & the restfor bdae celebration
**** man hate tt type of feeling!!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

wah it's been a long time since i blog le.. Ok mon blue sux ya i guess i'm gg to fail my marketing paper sigh totally disappointment sia i study so hard yet only 1qns i study came out sigh totally shag ok after marketing exam cab down to mac for my promotion exam n lucky i pass as well as shamane ok lucky i pass tt if nt i gg to kill myself liao..after tt went to hv dinner with laopo n my laogong came to pick me up we went causeway for a walk n he bought me phoohs haha.. E pencil case n a big pillow woah haha.. Mum is complaining tt i gt too much phoohs.. Ok n after tt went to study with darling omg i fell asleep than they bomb my hp n came up my hse to look for me haha.. Ps ar cant blame i only slept for 2hrs e previous nite went mac to study itt bt half way i fall asleep n those idiots write thing n pass on my back n with my photo in their blog omg..ok nw i'm gg soon for e itt exam so see ya guys update soon ya :)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

yo.
update nw
ok on 14th is me n laogong 5th anniversary
wah he bring mi to a place wher i wanted to go
sentosa.
haas had so so much fun
thx bee.
ystd went dinner for pei bdae..

ok i hate queenstown sec sec1
so fucked up man
du lan
see me small har like to bully me rite
haas too bad
lao hu bu fa hui dang wo shi bing mao!!
mon exam liao sian!!
jy jy!!

loves<3

Monday, October 13, 2008

yo.
alright so sad nw
exams is so so near
omg n i gt 2 exam on mon my first paper
argh
so unlimited time for me
feel so tired nw
wan to give up bt cant
cuz i'm nt tt type of person
sigh..
nw nw i reali reali wish i can go overseas to relax
pls lar yr end production fast end cuz i'm being
tied till cant breath liao
my temper is getting bad to worse
sry tt i cant control
STRESS!!!!!!!

i wan to go to flyer!
any1 wan to acc me go ?
hopefully tt person is U!

exams faster go away pls!

Friday, October 10, 2008

ha.
todae was a bad day
as i can sae i'm being injured
ok
i'm being accused
as usual.
broken heart.

lots of things to do
assigments, exams, dancing, coaching
i'm worn out
really tired.
how i wish
everynight
there someone there accompanying me
chat on phone so i can share all my things
i wan nth bt your love
sometimes a simple sentence like how's your day
will make me so happy
bt guess u wuld never sae tt to me
i've been telling myself don think so much
a simple i love you wuld be enough for me
sigh
nw we onli quarrel all day
i donno when can we stop all this
i'm exhausted worn out totally inside out.
pls my dear
hope u read my blog u would noe how i feel.


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

yo.
so much to update.
donno wher to start
ok
rush my marketing project in 1 night
power rite only slp for 2 hrs
just to rush out 2500words report.
ZzZ
ok then next day rush out another project
omg
luckily projects is done
only left with 1 only
ok exams is so near liao
hais
work promotion exam is cumin too sian.
hais after tt would b my yr end production
omg when is my hetic life gonna hv a break

ok tis few days darlings nt happy
so i make them happy ok
i'm a gd bf!

i wan to sae sry to laogong
cuz mayb tis few days
i'm so so stress then i
show him faces n all ya
sigh..


can i have a break please!
i want to rest and take a day off from all this
i want to go to a far far away places which
i could throw away all my trouble!
please someone please bring me to somewhere
so tired of my life!

wat's wrong with my mum
kip finding trouble for me recently
cuz of my stupid brother i had
sigh.
in the past i try to control him
yet your pamper him
and now
he's out of control
and you ask me wat to do
funny uh
whose faults now
who ask your to pamper him tt much

things can never be fair
my life sux
when DG sae " u gt no childhood ar"
then i sae i totally gt no childhood
my path is full of rocks
y cant i have the same life lyk any other kids
till nw i still envy those kids that
thier parents treat them so well
give them encouragement presents when they
do well.
i have neither all of tt
all i gt is all scolding or beating
no matter how well i do
i really hate my bro at times
cuz he's the 1 who get the loves of my parent
i'm only the 1 they scold n beat
no matter right or wrong
i'm alway the black sheep of the family
wat i do is being controlled.
i hate my mum for planning n control me
for every subjects i studied is all she plan
even till now
i hv no talk in it
mayb i'm more smartier then my bro
tt y she put all her hope on mi
hais
beating scolding is all i gt
doting is all my bro gt
frm young till now
and now my mum expect mi to b close with her
and i told her your left me to b independent
when i'm onli 5 yrs old
can ppl believe it
i'm on my own for 12yrs
facing this cruel cold world on my own
wat's home to mi?
just a motel for mi to slp eat n bath
tt's all
aunts ask mi y i seldom stay at hm
i sae hm to mi is nth
a place tt i onli gt scolding
nth no love no warmth
i rather stay out to do my own things
i excel in the things i do nt cuz i gt parents support
i excel cuz i wan them to noe i'm on my own
somehow i do so good is cuz i wan them to praise mi
bt everytym i gt nth
sometimes i feel so dishearten
don feel lyk doing anythings as
they pay no attentions to me at all
sometimes i've been wondering m i thier child
y they treat mi n bro so differently
sigh.
they left a deep scar in my heart
nth will change the facts

there's once a auntie ask mi
y r u alway tt cheerful and happy all the while
i told her cuz my life is full with darkness
there y i don wan my frens surrounding mi to b
like mi so i will try my v best to make them smile.
happy also gt to pass a day sad also hv to pass a day
y nt b happy to pass tt day.
tt's my slogan haas.

i hv change-d totally
compare frm the past mi n nw
sometimes i don even noe who i am
bt all thx to changes
i hv learnt alot of things
and alot of things make me change my
point of views.
no point kip blaming my parents
cuz god put me to test
wan mi to b a STRONG & FIRM GIRL.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

emo-ed
heart broken
sry i donno
wat happen to me
i seriously sry
for hurting you
my heart hurts alot.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

yo.
mon suck!!
haas
bad day
quarrel with those little boys n girls
kanna duan by lecturer
hate 1 person attitude
went to hv dinner
and e servicing attitude sux till i cnnt take it
i ask to see manager and COMPLAIN!!
pls make clear i don complain 1
bt reali make mi pissed off so i COMPLAIN
as i cant take their attitude!
saw darlings nt happy
so went to make them happy
ok.
see i'm a gd bf ok!
haas
went to vent anger on a machine
then after tt play running game with them haas
haapy happy
ok see them laugh n smile jiu ok le
laogong came to find mi and ya he wipe my sweat off for mi haas.
huan's bf nt happy with mi
haas cuz i SNATCH HIS GF haas
pei pei bf also jealous ya haas
omg i gg to gt so many enemys
went to work on tue after coaching and ya
so rush stupid boss tell him i after 6 then can he put mi at 6
Zzz rush to work n kanna sae by them sae i late
omg work with laogong lor
then so werid
hmm working sux ok
i actually hate tt guy cuz he make e whole place upside down
after tt kanna di siao by guys
omg i donno y tue night so many guys di siao mi
ok n laogong flirt with a gal lor kns
i can sae i drink a whole huge jar of vinger ok
haas lols
ok when i told dear i kanna di siao he v DL haa.
ok todae went to work
and i was being lied
supposly work till 2 nia bt in the end 6 full 8hrs i work
damn shag!
i plan to study at hm 1 bt end up too tired
haas gt to rush so many things alrdy
and i'm working agn !
i chiong for work nw
and ya
jia you ba
ong yu ying!!
i just to tired myself out ok
=)