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Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
tired

wa so tired after todae de training n kanna torture by WAN WAN... nw whole body aching n gt blue black sob sob... WAN WAN todae nv eat his medicine agn so fierce ystd n todae kanna torture so tired... bt at least my stamina hv improve le yea.... hmm nw i hv found a new motivator to motivate me le haha..... he ish gd in study n wushu tt y i took him as my motivator hehex...bt ish nt frm my side de ish frm other ascoiatition de....

i will keep on tryin to improve hahax... i will nt let u down bt don put too much hope in mi cuz u noe i gt nt much confidient in myself de hahax....

[[ YiNg]]

Monday, August 28, 2006
is complicated

wat wrong wif mi so many things had happen to mi agn n agn n is so many i reali feel lyk jumping out of my window n end my trouble n thoughts is so unbearable so miserable

my love life

den my family problem

den my cca

wat wrongs wif mi

my love life is so sux donno y hais.... i m nt talented in my cca either i try my veri best le bt last minutes on competition tt tym my old injuries act up i reali hate tt i gt last in my event n had disappointted many ppl especially my coach bt he did nt give mi the look or wat bt i noe he is disappointted instead he encourage mi n smile at mi i was so guilty i hate myself for getting tt result i had fail to fillful the promise i gave my ah ma hais... life is so difficult... y others life is so smooth all along bt y cant mine is lyk them frm young till nw my life is full of rough tracks it is veri scarly to walk on tis tracks i m so tired le hais... hoping for 1 dae tt i culd walk on a smooth track n i hv no worries to think of... wishing for tt dae to cum..

[[ sadd YiNg]]

HATE U!!!!

DO u think is fair to mi i m just onli a gal a gal who need both u n dad care bt don seem your care much abt mi everydae your onli ask eat already gt any hw or how is your test and tt all u keep on object mi of doin tis n tt u noe tis is nt fair to mi all i wan is to go fillful my dreams to b lyk all my fren does bt u don i m nt tt types of gal tt will stay at hm help u do housework or look after hm i m nt u shuld b veri clear no matter hw much u force mi i will nt become into the gal. the more u force mi the more i become more rebillious.....

today i did nth i was just woke up n sit on the sofa n u hit mi on my back after tt my bro quarrel wif mi and she hit mi agn and keep on scolding mi when i DID NTH WRONG is all my bro fault bt u keep on siding him u nearly slap mi when i sae u r pian xin u sae to mi tt i become into a grown up gal which had wings tt can fly out anytym cause everytym u beat mi or when i quarrel wif u i will cry bt todae i did nt all i did is tt i stare at u wif a veri angry look

just nw u ask mi to help u return your cds when i sae i m tired u scolded mi n giving a fucking attitude u sae i m useless or wat sae tt i cant even help u do a simple job bt u shuld noe clearly tt i ystd slp at 2am to finish up my project bt did u ask my bro NO u did nt when i sae war abt my bro the first thing u sae tt he was still young n he ish tired.... if he ish tired will he still b sitting infront of the com to play all along he is already in sec 1 n u sae he is still young wat abt mi u don even care abt mi.

do u think tt tis is fair toward mi i m just a gal who need love n care frm your bt your don i admire my fren who has a strong relationship wif their parent bt mi i can onli hv the share to admire n i noe tt tt is nt gg to happen to me in my family n in my life. sone tym u took mi as a toy to vent anger on iszit fair to me or nt i m your child nt a toy i try to tui yi bu so tt u wont b so angry cuz i noe tt granfather hv cancer n the bill is so expensive i noe is veri hard to accept n i noe your mood is nt so gd tis fews dae i had already did my best trying nt to made u angry or wat bt u treat mi as granted i just sae tt u r pian xin n u nearly slap mi tis is te 2nd tym u wanted to slag mi bt u did nt cuz u noe tt e consequence of it i will take all my thing n vanish in tis hse ther is no way tt u can find mi i ran away frm hm last tym cuz u slap mi once....i reali don wish to hv this thing to happen bt u force mi to do it i hv already change into another person le ...

[[ dead hearted YiNg]]

Saturday, August 26, 2006
sad

todae i m so sad u told mi to show more care n love to u i did bt todae hais u choose your fren instead of mi last tym i ask u to stay at hm u wuld bt nw.... last tym u reali shows alot of care n love toward mi bt nt nw le .... somehow i m asknig myself did i make the correct choice u r changing back to the old self u le i hate it alot i was hopin u can change bt u did nt. mi nw hoping u to change bacj if nt i donno 1 day i cnnt take it le than i will leave u agn..

because of u i hv cry so many tym bt did u spare my tught i dun think so ba y vant u just b the old u .... u r changing because of your tt bunch of fren i reali don lyk them bt u ignore mi i noe tt we shuld love our fren bt i reali cnnt accept them... wen i ask u nt to mix wif your tt bunch of fren too often u tell mi back and ask mi nt to mix wif my wushu fren hais i reali donno wat u r actually thinkng

mi nw hoping u to change back will b waiting 4 the dae to cum soon..

[[ YinG]]

Thursday, August 24, 2006
love agn

on 21 aug u put on the ring u gave mi haha... i also donno y i will let u put on when u put it on i was so touch tis is tian yi ba cause we hv been seperated for almost 3 or 4 month bt in the end we end up agn in tis pass few month each of us hv many suitors bt in the end we still love each other.

dar wan to tell u tt i lurb u loads... i promise nt to hurt u agn no way i will hold u tight n will nt let u go off agn... i promise to give u a surprise on your upcoming birthdae de so u just wait
hehex...

[[ in luv YiNg]]

Tuesday, August 22, 2006
sry

i m damm upsad wif my result i gt frm my competition result actually i can get better de bt hais all thx to my leg pain then causes mi to lose balance hais hate it so much. Nite tym i went to look for my fren n i cry out loud in my fren shoulder haha... so paisei cause first tym he c me cry haha.. also donno y tis is e first tym i cry so badly

i have disappoint many ppl especially my coach hais think i will try harder next 2 yr to strive for my medals believe mi i will do much more better than tis yr guys lets all work hand in hand to strive for our medals

[[ YiNg]]

Wednesday, August 16, 2006
fate

tis is all fate ba i reali giving up in my love life le after wat happen ystd i noe le mi n u impossible to b together liao is too complicate le now wat i wan is just to concentrate on my cca and my studies i will just follow wat my heart wan i just follow fate ba...

anyway just wan to sae '' take good care of yourself when u r in tekong.....''

[[ heart broken YiNg]]

Monday, August 14, 2006
continue or give up

shall i give up or continue i m too stress le i realise tt we hv drift apart and we r nt tt close lyk last tym le u dun understand me well enough i m too tired le y r u keep on adding my burdern i scared tt i will gone madd n give up all the things. Maybe u can sae tt i also put wushu as the first bt is nt i told u tt i will b gg out wif my cousin u angry wif mi i told u be4 tis is the onli chance and the last hope my ah ma wan she wans to see us get together and b close wif each other bt u dun seem to understand maybe i reali wuld wan to put a full stop to tis relationship i m so tired le

love hurt
[[ YinG]]

Friday, August 11, 2006
nt prepare to give up

for the past fews day i did lots of thinking i reali cant stop myself frm thinking sbt those past memories. i hv put on the ring u gave mi last tym on valentine day and it was also u to put on the ring on my hand u hv ask mi can we b lyk last tym n u were hopin tt we culd patch bt my ans o u was i wan to concentrat on my competition first. maybe tis is fate ba tis few days i hv been thinking of 'k' and 'wj'' who is the 1 i luv or deep in my heart i don luv them anymore i m so stress of tis things. I hv regertted tt i missed the chance 'k'' give mi i was hoping tt tym culd reverse and i wuld agree hais... i was hoping tt i still hv the chance bt don think so nw cuz u already hv a gal in mind i culd do nw is to sae go for it go tell the gal tt u lyk her and i will give u my blessing..... gd luck..

[[ heart broken YiNg]]

i'm nt the rite one for u

actually my heart had turn numb after wat had happen over tis few month. It was lyk a nightmare for mi and i realise tt i hv lost confidient in love and i don hv feeling le ken,cha po pls don wait for mi i m nt worth your to wait and is difficult for mi to accept a relationship i can tell your tt it is veri hard to move my heart and it will take a long tym for my wound to heal so your don wait for mi i'm nt worth your love give other gals a chances...

[[ YiNg]]

sick

hais.. i fall sick le i caught a flu after wed went out wif kenny and val the next day val also fall sick sian think is kenny pass de sickness de haha... we went to play pool guess wat i finally win kenny 1 tym bt the rest of the game he win mi haha.... at least i hv improve and is better than last tym...

we went to watch tokyo drift hmm... qutie nice la.... after tt we went to de acharde to play hmm saw many couple playing on the big sweet land hais... so sad i wish i could also play bt cant cuz i don hv so much money and shuld play wif your belvoing than is more intersting i culd onli stand ther and watch cuz i don hv the luck to play

FUN

haha.... on tue which was national day eve i had performance at ite and on tt dae onli 12 ppl goes to sch woah power... keke... i rmb morning i met tis guy call ken i noe him at sentosa and his ask his fren to take my no. hmm... went to his sch together we sit on the train and oh goash we saw his fren and ish lyk his fren gave tose werid look and he msg him and sae tt we r stead oh my god....

i went to the autitorum to met my sis and my seniors and we were getting ready 4 e performance and we saw WAN WAN he was ther to see us perform bt he did nt wan to help us to perform... when the ic sae is wushu tym i was so nervous and when ish my turn my heart was beating so fast i do my rotunie tt tym i heard someone calling my name and tt was him argh... after my performance we went outside to train in the open space beside the canteen and i saw ken standing aobve wif his fews fren and they were looking...

after we finish training WAN WAN sae tt he terat us lunch and we were thinking to go seoul garden to eat and i went to change my clothes as i was meeting juan n bing when i walk out of the toilet wei ren told mi tt many boys were looking at mi bt i did nt care and i walk off
we went to eat suki sushi at cck it was a fun n enjoyable treat as WAN WAN gone crazy and do many stuff to made us burst into laughter is was so fun

hope tt the next trip would be as fun as tt...

[[ YiNg]]

Monday, August 07, 2006
Stress

hais.. so stress nowadays i'm going crazy soon hope tt i culd hv a nice and long break.Why is god playing wif mi and let so many things happen to mi a 1 go my work my friendship problem my love life argh... so stress.... and plus EXAM is comin

i m so stress bt who ish ther to concern and care abt mi the 1 who care abt mi hv left. ther is no true fren in the world true fren culd betray you. ther is a saying in chinese:" ming tian hui geng hao" is this true i alwaz encourage my fren when i saw them depressed bt i cnnt do the same thing lyk wat i did to my fren

maybe i dont hv the talent to learn or do anytings i m so stupid i cant excel in my studies nor cca i feel so useless my fren around mi hv things tt they excel in some in their studies some in their cca bt compare to mi... hais i'm just a useless and good for nothing gal in tis society i hv nothing left and had been hurt so mant tym is tym for my to rest and heal the wound u left.

i'm just too tired for anything pls don blame mi guys hope your understand mi

[[ broken hearted YinG]]

Sunday, August 06, 2006
jia you

hey ACE rmb wat u hv promise mi just stive for 1 more week n is gone k i believe in eu and the ace tt i known so far did nt disappoint mi so tis tym round is the same srive for it give it your best shot lets all work toward our goal ang gt at least a medal for wan cai k rmb in your heart a word called tortlate k u can do it as wat i alway sae nothing is impossible until u tried bear tt in mind

best wishes
[[ broken heat YiNg ]]

BROKEN HEART

tis is all fate why is god doing all tis to mi tis happen to mi again n again why is it so. my heart is all shattered no way U can retrive it i hv give up in my love life is too tiring and it is veri xin ku to wait for someone and at the end u realise tt he had another 1 in mind ther goes all your hope. wat i culd sae nw is tt i m not worth u of waiting we r impossible and i onli wan to do well in my studies and wushu. i already had " him " in mind so u can give up no point of waiting it will hurt u more.

"cherish wat u hv nw go tell the gal it's nt too late just try n the gal will realise i give u my blessing " gd luck!

mashimaro:
just to tell u tt i m nt worth eu to wait no point of waiting n asking mi to give eu a chance my heart is shattered n it take a long tym to mend it i will wait till my poly then till then maybe i will consider of having a relationship mi n eu cum frm different world and i had told u be4 i wont stead wif a guy who smoke or hv ang gong no way i wuld accept him so the best thing is u give up on mi n find another gal who is worth u to luv i onli treat u as my fren onli nth else

[[ broken heat YiNg ]]