Pictures Of You, Pictures Of Me.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

yo peeps.

been quite a time i nv update blog.

ok todae 1st dae of sch reopen n ya it's sian.

and dono y i'm been hitted by cong's pen.

haa.They said i look v tired and worried about mi.

thx gals.

mayb i stress over my camp stuffs.

ok.i'm nw at mac and busy doing those camp stuff sigh tml still got to work omg.

so sian gt to do emcee hw hai.

some sort of don feel lyk gg for it.

i feel so sad and i feel so weak among them.

ALL OF THEM ARE A LEVEL student or uni ppl unlike mi.

sigh neither eng nor chi work well.

ok todae mr idiot acc mi to studio and as expected laoshi will di siao siao.

was so so malu.

update agn ba. gt to work on camp stuffs agn!!

not giving up!!

Friday, May 23, 2008

hi.

back frm outing with my girlfrens.

ok sunburn huh.

ok is so fun to hang out with them.

we took lots of photos.

haa.

we tok alot of our things.

ps: pei no matter wat bf will b here to lend u my ear ok n shoulder to cry on.

don worry ok my phone will b 24/7 on for u n cong n the rest.

cal mi when u're sad or wat.

i'll be there for all of your.

haa.

they are surprise to see mi wear dress.

after our outing we went shopping n decided to go pei's hse to bake things for bfs.

after tt i went to mit juan n bing.

dear come to find mi.

bing took photos of us bt hmm is ugly lar haa.

cuz we r in mac n don dare to sit close or wat lor.

after that went to eat dinner and went hm.

hais

i reali miss her alot.

wat to do.

went to stars gazing and i reali reali misses her hell lots

can time stop and reverse.

ok working tml haa..

now is pictures times some is still with cong.

will post agn.

don wan to let you go.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

yo peeps.

ok morning woke up went to see a doc for my stupid knee and ankle.

dad drove mi there and he went off.

i waited ard 45minutes and ya wr n kim msg mi to acc mi.

as dear was having his driving lessons.

woah it's damn pain n the my ankle n knee is swollen.

kns is so pain.

went to mit cong n went to shop for awhile.

ok.

expected that they will think tt i'm lyk her

bt guys i can assure your that i m nt lyk tis

i didnt go trg is cuz i cant go.

due to my leg injuries.

so sry.

woah read his blog and notices tat he hv found new target.

haha..

chatted wif kenny abt things and ya camp is getting nearer n nearer.

opps sry mr idiot i cant acc u on our 1st month cuz i gt camp.

luving you each day.

hi.

back frm trg class.

just found out that all of us were doing silver stars.

ok and ya my stupid knee is damn damn pain.

i don dare to tell dear is cuz i scare he worry.

ok.

dear came to studio to find mi then we went to hougang to have dinner.

woah.

so surprising that i'll bump into my frens over there.

dear was complaining that everywher we go we'll bump into my frens.

he brought mi to eat western food n is yummy.

haha..we talk alot abt foods and all.

he sae that he'll bring me to eat at the place wher i wan after he gt his liscense.

so hopefully he'll pass.

times flies and it's so fast mi and Mr idiot hv been together for 1 wk le.

kinda sad n jealous to see that he still have his ex photos in his hp.

i've been thinking alot.

hv he reali 4gotten abt his past rls?

do he reali luv mi?

i don dare to ask nor to hear him saying the answers as i'm scare to hear.

even if it is i will still luv him.

you're the one that never fail to make mi laugh.

meeting you is the most happiest thing of my day.

kor kor ring mi up and i was surprise.

he cal mi and i sense smth wrong so i tok to him for awhile to make sure he's ok le.

kor every rls sure gt problem de.

you can mantain tis rls bt is see the way u handle it.

don give yourself stress and go rest ba.

as i sae gt any problem just give mi a cal and i'll b there for u ok..

meeting my gong in the night and ya so many things to tell her cant wait to mit up wif her.

sry guys i cant join your in trg as due to my stupid knee the pain is killing mi

so i listen to mr idiot advice to go see doc tml.

meeting cong after that for shopping haha..

mayb i will buy clothes n something i alway wanted!

you're in my heart like a tattoo..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

yo.

ok ystd went to mit ah ben and pass him his present.

waited for so long.

and mr idiot accompany mi.

went to kfc for dinner

then went over to my store to do e puzzle that he n adrain bought for mi.

after that we walk to pasa malum n ya i bet wif him that don hv bt in the end i lost.

And guess wat i owe him 6K of kisses...@_@

after that went over to his store and being disiao.

At night chatted wif him

and i told him abt my family things and ha as usual tears flow out.

ok got to go trg at 5pm after that i'm meeting my dear to eat dinner at hougang haha.

life seem so boring without class.

misses those time tt i hang out wif my gals.

Monday, May 19, 2008

hi.

just came back frm work and ya it's fun todae.

i nearly faint cuz mayb i too exhausted le tis few days.

haha..i think those aunties cnnt tahan mi,

as i was so noisy haha..it better then quiet rite will make mi fall asleep.

ok now my knee n ankle reali v v pain dono wat happen sigh

i scare tt my knee cant tahan le.

don dare to tell my parent abt it as my grandfather thing is making them stress le.

if i told them abt mi knee i'm sure to add burden to them

ok i gg to visit my grandfather ltr hope that he's fine.

tis morning my mum told mi that my grandfather hv no appetite to eat.

sigh since the day i noe him he has a big appetite de bt now.

hais..

ok guess i'm falling sick le sian..

fallingdeepdownforyou.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

yo peeps

just got home from jazz and haha..ya was so damn shag my anke and knee hurts alot.

after tt i went to mit my frens n mr idiot they all give mi a sitch puzzle wah.

And is expensive.

after that we went to have dinner and we went home le.

hais dono how's my grandfather le.

Wondering sigh.

been so stress.

y iszit alway lidat.

*uaremine*

bloody ass!

fuck lar early in the morning my mood was damn sad.

my mum came into my room and wake me up and she broke the news

she told me that my grandfather was hospitalise.

i was so shock i ask wat illness she sae it's

CANCER!!!

fuck fuck tears roll down my cheeks.

i hid myself under the blanket and don let her see my tears.

suddenly i felt so unfair.

bad things came 1 after another what is this.

2yrs ago god took my beloved granny away now who he want to take away!!

be4 i go work my mum cook noodles for mi bt for tis 1st tym i gt no mood to eat.

i left hse and went to work on my way i told Mr idiot then he comfort me

reach work place and i'm cold toward them i didnt tok or smile to them i just walk in straight

after i told them what had happen they was surprise after that i felt much better

i feel so so lost dono wat to do now

reali feel lyk drinking and let my mind rest and tears rolling i feel so so stress

notgoingtoletyougo.

yo peeps

ok todae was fun.

we mit ard 6.30am to go to amk pri to do invilating then who noes it was damn bored

i nearly fall asleep as i didnt have enough slp.

after that sfa head treat us to restuants woah 16items.

we had fu tiao qian for the 1st dish and we were omg they were loaded with money.

too bad for those cant join us haha..

after lunch laopo n her bf acc to khatib to find Mr idiot.

He was shock to see mi there haha..

ok we sitted at mac and tok alot of things and wait for time to pass by.

And who noe my lip bleed n both of them took tissue for mi.

Ok after Mr idiot finish work acc him to cpcc to find his frens then i went to look for my managers.

after that we went to look for both of them and we went to watch movie then we went for dinner and headed home and Mr idiot was sneezing like hell haha..

he look so cute=) i bought medicine for him

poor thing tml he still gt to work..

haha..

ok gg to bed soon as tml i also hv to work and go for jazz and after tt will be meeting panda n him

nites peeps

wannabewithyou.you'retheoneiloves.

Friday, May 16, 2008

yo peeps i'm back.

haha..just now went to vivo to look for laopo present n i bought chocolates..

ok had dinner at ljs after that went to see night view.

The feelin is so so different frm last tym.

looking at the view and made mi think of so much things.

i reali misses those good days with my crazy gals.

ok i wanted to sit cable car!!

And MR idiot said will take mi to sit 1 day.

ok after that headed home then mr idiot suggested to go to play ground

we lay down and counted the stars.

For the first time i saw the moon is so bright.

Haha..think my feeling for him is getting stronger each day.

ok just now received laopo msg and it stated that trg is cancel tml.

woah for the first tym i was so happy.

but somehow i wan to go trg as i wan to train.

thx laoshi for cancelling the trg as he noe that we will be tired and no mood for trg.

tml x.yun jie is treating us to eat haha..

hmm gt to wake up early then be4 gt to wake up at 5am to prepare sigh..sian

[[missing you]]

Fuck it i hate tis stupid ending for the friendship.
Why things have to turn out this way.
The way that i never expected.
The way i hated it alot.
Because you feel better this way so u choose this path.
Do you know how hurtful to mi.
Buddies to me is very important.
But when u said that we cant even be friends my heart sank.
You said that it will be better for both of us.
Why u want to avoid things.
I dont understand what you are thinking now.
I really want to know what you are thinking.
Why cant we be like last time.
Fuck life...
Why good things doesnt stay for long!!!

after seeing his blog i feel reali guilty and ya it's my fault i guess i hv hurt him deeply tis is the 3rd tym i guess i hurt guy 1st was jing 2nd is ling n nw is wc sigh...

just wanna tell u that no matter wat u're still a best buddy of mine even if u don treat mi as a fren bt still i will treat u lyk wat i alway treat u..

sry to hurt u so much i'm reali sry

everytime i saw his blog n read his post i feel sad y good things don stay for long y iszit so

ok update at night ba i gg out soon..sigh gg out to vivo to shan shan xin feel so meng in hm..how i wish i culd go drink agn bt sigh don think he will allow n tml i gt to wake up at 5am

hi peeps

ok i'm back n i was damn shag after so many things happen first thing i sort of quarrel wif my tutee after that ya receive msg frm him n i was reali sad n disappointed tt we cant even be frens now after that i saw him n her at coffee shop fuck life lar y god lyk to play this kind of tricks on mi everytym when i gt to hv this he made mi lost alot of other things lucky i still hv my crazy gfs n 'him' to give mi support if nt i wuld hv break down by now don hv any mood to blog le update next tym

anyway happy bdae my dear shu juan!!

fuck life everytime it's lidat i don understand why

i just wanna be mi n be wif him tt all i wan bt y things become lidat

whenever i wanted to be strong that time god will give mi so much troubles who is there to be wif mi help mi n accompany mi through..i may be strong bt i'm a gal who will fall too i'm tired of being strong i want to be lyk other gals who pour out everything to thier bf n let thier bf pamper

*cry my heart hurts*

Thursday, May 15, 2008

ok everything have changes things are not like before..ysterday was listening to songs and i suddenly think of my past and all those things i did with all my buddies n all..i nearly cry when i think of the time i had with all my buddies we had laughter and all everyday slack during o level period,making teachers angry,skipping classes,pon school and many more i really misses those times but everythings had come to a full stop no more laughter no more fun..

everythings is like a dream to me..now we were like strangers when we saw each other we pretended that we didnt know each others sigh my heart hurts 5yrs of friendship is gone..everytime i went pass the places we use to hang around it's make mi think of the past we share our happiness saddness together we cried we burst into laughter n all we even went to watch stars i reali miss those time that we were together i hope that everything will change and mi and you will be like last time everytym mit up n tok crap share all our secrets

i'll really mis those time hanging out with you!!

hi every1,

finally all papers finished i'm so scare to know my result i'm terribly scare of poa result as i hv kong jiu gan in tt paper i gave myself so muuch stress ZZZ n nearly break down sia bt after the paper i feel better it's the 1st tym i can do completly n i finish the paper in 45mins which is damn fast haha... ok after exam went over to trg n laoshi did nt come so kenny took over n ya bloody hell i sprain my stupid ankle kns i also dono y i will sprain so suai...after trg we went hm n mr idiot cal mi n i went to mit him had our dinner n he send mi hm.. i nearly sprain my another ankle when he suddenly shout at mi woah..lucky i didnt sprain my another ankle if nt he hv to carry mi hm haa..

i'm pissed off i gt to wait for your reply n cal kns do u noe i hv plan my schedule and i scarfice my time for the sake of u i wan to help u bt u yourself don seem to b intrested and i gt to wait for u n i cant go out or do my things is tiring to be a teacher when u got this kind of student

suppose to mit mr idiot for movie bt in the end i cancel it due to my student dono if she's cuming a nt then gt to push the movie thing till fri kns...ok now we hv 10days of holidays nia damn sad lor sigh i wan to go beach to suntanning waiting waiting...

[[ u're the one in my eye]]

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

yo peeps

todae hv exam haha..n i'm scare tt i fail pray hard lar..hmm after exam when to mit blackie haha..he bought mi a white short n he buy a 3 t-shirts at top man for 70++ omg ok i when to buy 3 shirts costing 31dollars onli n is half his price haha..ok after tt went to mit up wif caveman wc sebes ben n all we went to slack at mac then i receive a msg frm laoshi n i feel so guilty sigh...ok at ard 7plus i received a cal frm mr idiot n i went to took train over to mit him n had our dinner n after that we went for a chat till 11 plus n he left i went hm to take out my extendition n ya didnt expect tt it took so long n i suppose to cal mr idiot bt he fell asleep while waiting ba guess he's too tired nvm...shall cal him tml haha..ok tml i'm gg to study wif wc n all at changi airport so ya gg to slp le nites every1

[[missing the one]]

Sunday, May 11, 2008

yo peeps

ok just got back frm work sigh reali tired n i think i'm crazy tml exam yet i haven started =.= n nite i gt my jazz class siao liao hope i'll pass my stupid cs exam think gg to burn mid night oil...just working is fun bt tiring ping ping came back to work =) haha... ok n yea todae my laopo give mi wake up cal to make sure i wake up n go for work n i waas so hyper todae kip on playing n joking laopo shi fu n mac gave mi my bdae present i n lyk it haha...thx laopo shi fu n mac so happy..he's back todae bt till nw haven cal mi yet haha..mac ppl gave mi a monkey purse haha..shifu gave a tigger cup laopo gave mi a tigger is quite big n i think is veri ex.. hmm so sian nw everyday life is so boring expect trg n tuition don hv life sia mi onli gt fri nite to go out..

hmm tis few days been thinking of alot of things n ya i took out the ring on my finger n kip it in a box mayb tis will make mi 4gt him cong is rite i gt to step out the first step even though is hard bt ya i will move on no worries n yea i gt a xin de hua chi dui xiang is 'xin' haha.. todae working n i was onli toking abt him n shifu sae i so.... n i did nt take it to heart as i noe wat i'm doing haha..

sry wc i noe i'm childish to put tt bt tt is the onli way to make mi feel better if i have hurts u i'm sry

update at nite ba gotta go rest n go mit xue in a while time..

[[wanna be wif eu]]

Saturday, May 10, 2008

yo

haha.. it's been a tiring day for mi haha..i had ran yan as my hair dresser she help mi tie my hair n i look nerdy haha..ok went over raffles city to perform n ya tt stupid cong cong sae to cum in e end nv cum kns we had taken lots of photos n ya as usual i saw HANDSOME GUYS!!! bt sigh don think they notice mi as i'm so nerd haha..laopo n angelna went to cum support us after performance i went to mit ah ben n ya he gave mi a cute spongebob purse as a present haha..thx ah ben ok tml gt to wake up early as ping ask mi to work sian after that nid to go china town to dance n all sigh sian then mon exam liao =.= sigh stress n tired...oh ya some1 is cuming back tml =) haha.. waiting...ok update anytime ba tada..

[[giving up yingg]]

yo peeps

todae went to mit him n hv lunch n ya saw so many frens haa... after tt went to gt my new card done oh yeah master card woah.. after tt went to mit chris cong n mh n they cum over my hse study n yea hv lots of fun after studyin we intend to go out play in e end left mi n cong onli we bought 6 bottles of vodka n ya we cant finish cuz we tgt chris is joining us we went to west coast n we tok alot of our xin shi after tt went to mac to hv our supper n ya saw my cousin i wan damn surprising tt i saw him haha..we wanted to take cab bt there is no cabs in sight n we went crazy n suggested to take photo in the middle of the road omg i noe we went crazy.. hmm actually i think mi n cong reali clicks well n ya we share our past things n we were lyk old frens toking non stop n we gone crazy..when clock strick 11 cong will go mad n when clock strick 12am i will go crazy haha..so fun n ya tt is our meeting place to share our saddness things together feel v relax n ya i told her everything...oh n ya we were drunk bt it's fun even though there is onli the two of us tt is our meeting place for sure..ok tml is my stupid performance n ya i was so nervous dono wat to do bt nvm i will try my best de..ok here's the photo we taken todae...

[[yingg]]

Thursday, May 08, 2008

yo peeps

received msg frm laoshi tt we r gg to perform tis sat for national omplyics haha.. so nervous n so stress...ok ystd trg was so so tired haha.. went for sch in e morning to revise poa n guess wat we went to play pool after tt..i left at 3 to mit zx n he was late kns waited for ard 15min n he arrive we went to watch doomsday n was qiute nice haha...he was shivering haha..so weak ok after movie we went for a fast bite n he went work n i went trg after tt fierce trg went back to yishun to wait for him n he made mi wait for 2 n half hrs ok i sitted outside n do my poa work n i gg to finish studying haha..after tt we went for supper then he walk mi hm we went for a chat till 2am then i went hm haha he's gg to malaysia tml till sun wif wl n all hais woah i'm so surprise tt jh will msg mi ask mi to go watch concert haha...hmm ok update ltr ba gg to watch movie wif zx agn ltr haha.

[[yingg]]

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

yo peeps

sigh gt alot of things happen tis few days..tis is e 1st yr my family did nt celebrate my bdae n i feel so lost n loney on tt dae mayb cuz i still mis u all donno y i seem so lost...

sun went for jazz n ya i suddenly lost my movitation n charmine kip giving mi encouragment n veron play the song i lyk n yeah feeling is back n i culd dance agn..after dance went to mit wc n ya recieve present agn went to watch dance of the dragon sigh..tis movie made mi disappointed is totally cmi...

ystd went to do my tutee work n is lyk omg i so long didnt touch on math le..ystd nite chatted wif bear bear n i feel much better..

[[yingg]]

Sunday, May 04, 2008

yo peeps so fast it's my bdae le...

have fun in sfa i hv to thx all of them especially to my laopos they reali gave mi a surprise...
went to hv dinner n i was lyk so bored then i play psp till i doze off while waitin for my dad's fren to cum just nw at sfa i had a chat wif laoshi n i ya i noe alot of things..i did nt hv enough slp agn haha...i went to mit zx then went to eat prata then we went for a chat haha...wl was the 1st 1 to wish mi happy bdae sia so happy haha..

ok gtg

[[yingg]]

Friday, May 02, 2008

yo peeps

ok here to update abt ystd things..haha ystd after trg went to mit wc n caveman haa..have lots of laughter n movie was fun n i bullied them haha.. then after the movie i feel lyk taking cab back bt is so ex so we all went to take NR back instead n it was my first tym of taking NR ya n i take wif wc haha...reached hm at ard 3plus haha..n yeah did nt kanna scolded frm parents surprisingly

todae woke up at ard 2 plus recevie msg frm zx n i bath n went out to mit him for lunch be4 he went to work n i mit crystal at 7 bt she is late n i waited till 8.20 kns i was alone at mac studying till so late after which we proceed to her hse n i teach her history it was so last min hopefully she can pass ok i hv become her tutor le i'm going to teach her 4 subjects hopefully i teach she can understand ya if nt i'm such a disappointment her mum is paying mi 130bucks wee bt sigh gt to pay 122 1 month for all my dancing or emcee course sigh very stress donno wat to do now dono wat to give up i feel lyk giving up my emcee course sigh as my schedule is reali reali tight i gg to die soon if i don stop 1 thing temp i onli have fri a rest day onli the rest of the day i have to give tutions or working or training sigh...feel so tired..i reali wish that there is someone with mi right now to share my burden and lend mi a shoulder for mi to rest on..a listening ear to let mi tell him all my stress things and a hug frm him to let mi think of nth but will that guy appear sigh..
now i don even have the time to acc my buddies sigh reali very sad now i don dare to look for a boyfriend cuz of my tight schedule i'm afraid i will neglected him sigh someone save mi please...tell mi wat to do!! i got to settle alot of things now so vexed now feel lyk disappear frm here then go to a place when there is nothing to care or think about..

[[vexed yingg]]