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Me.
![]() My name is miss ong!. -dance instructor. -loves dancing/marital arts. Wishing Well
[ ] Wish 1 to be with him 4eva [ ] Wish 2 to get medals in aug national wushu competition [ ] Wish 3 pass my ATOD GOLD MEDAL JAZZ exam [ ] Wish 4 all my love ones to be present on my major performance especially U! [ ] Wish 5 learn guitar [ ] Wish 6 to pass my motor and driving exams [ ] Wish 7 go overseas with my darlings [ ] Wish 8 own bike! [ ] wish 9 open me &darling shop! Shout. Insert cbox codes here.
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
hate to be left alone
the feeling sux to core i hate it!! fuck man!! wat's wrong with my fucking life! argh!!
i'm sad
broken heart stress v v tired wan a break wan to have a long vacation so so much things to do.. aim for 1wk holidays counting down work work during tt period earn alot money tis few days damn stress of work study & money sigh y cant i b a rich ppl child can no nid worry abt money sigh. can i just close my eyes and go to look for my ah ma? n nv wake up? so damn tired of my life everyday nt enough slp everydae busy with here and there totally no free day at all life is so sux! unfair is the only word i can use to describe tis world to me family is just a word to me dont feel the warmth n care they gave sometimes felt so loney i gt problems bt cant speak to them i can onli kip in heart wanted to look for ppl to tok to bt i donno who to look for e 1 who is alway there is gone we quarrel and nw r strangers missing her bt sigh things an't the same anymore anyway mayb i'm born to b a loner! sigh.. laogong i just nid u rite nw!
Friday, October 24, 2008
ok back.
felt so so disheartnening broke up with him due to fucking things sigh.. he walk away ya leaving mi there cried till eyes swollen sigh.. bt things are cleared bt still sigh... so stress nw sophie is down at hospital due to dengue hais feel so heart pain to see her in this case i'm thinking if i were to b hospitalise who will b there will he be lyk wr everydae go down to acc sophie? will my frens cum to visit mi? ok laoshi text mi on fri night and asking mi to currently take over her things n post omg stress lar.. i'm scare of being the vice chairman due to my age n i'm consider a junior over there. sigh. being a CL is stressful lar auntie suan mi cuz i dono the timing for some product n cuz of promotion a few no. of ppl is unhappy sigh. is hard to talk to them. ok i'm dead for sure liao exam on wed n yt i didnt do a single things haaas plus project is due on wed too ok gt to go tonning ltr sigh.. next sat gg for drinking le.. n he's meeting her & the restfor bdae celebration **** man hate tt type of feeling!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
wah it's been a long time since i blog le.. Ok mon blue sux ya i guess i'm gg to fail my marketing paper sigh totally disappointment sia i study so hard yet only 1qns i study came out sigh totally shag ok after marketing exam cab down to mac for my promotion exam n lucky i pass as well as shamane ok lucky i pass tt if nt i gg to kill myself liao..after tt went to hv dinner with laopo n my laogong came to pick me up we went causeway for a walk n he bought me phoohs haha.. E pencil case n a big pillow woah haha.. Mum is complaining tt i gt too much phoohs.. Ok n after tt went to study with darling omg i fell asleep than they bomb my hp n came up my hse to look for me haha.. Ps ar cant blame i only slept for 2hrs e previous nite went mac to study itt bt half way i fall asleep n those idiots write thing n pass on my back n with my photo in their blog omg..ok nw i'm gg soon for e itt exam so see ya guys update soon ya :)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
yo.
update nw ok on 14th is me n laogong 5th anniversary wah he bring mi to a place wher i wanted to go sentosa. haas had so so much fun thx bee. ystd went dinner for pei bdae.. ok i hate queenstown sec sec1 so fucked up man du lan see me small har like to bully me rite haas too bad lao hu bu fa hui dang wo shi bing mao!! mon exam liao sian!! jy jy!! loves<3
Monday, October 13, 2008
yo.
alright so sad nw exams is so so near omg n i gt 2 exam on mon my first paper argh so unlimited time for me feel so tired nw wan to give up bt cant cuz i'm nt tt type of person sigh.. nw nw i reali reali wish i can go overseas to relax pls lar yr end production fast end cuz i'm being tied till cant breath liao my temper is getting bad to worse sry tt i cant control STRESS!!!!!!! i wan to go to flyer! any1 wan to acc me go ? hopefully tt person is U! exams faster go away pls!
Friday, October 10, 2008
ha.
todae was a bad day as i can sae i'm being injured ok i'm being accused as usual. broken heart. lots of things to do assigments, exams, dancing, coaching i'm worn out really tired. how i wish everynight there someone there accompanying me chat on phone so i can share all my things i wan nth bt your love sometimes a simple sentence like how's your day will make me so happy bt guess u wuld never sae tt to me i've been telling myself don think so much a simple i love you wuld be enough for me sigh nw we onli quarrel all day i donno when can we stop all this i'm exhausted worn out totally inside out. pls my dear hope u read my blog u would noe how i feel.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
yo.
so much to update. donno wher to start ok rush my marketing project in 1 night power rite only slp for 2 hrs just to rush out 2500words report. ZzZ ok then next day rush out another project omg luckily projects is done only left with 1 only ok exams is so near liao hais work promotion exam is cumin too sian. hais after tt would b my yr end production omg when is my hetic life gonna hv a break ok tis few days darlings nt happy so i make them happy ok i'm a gd bf! i wan to sae sry to laogong cuz mayb tis few days i'm so so stress then i show him faces n all ya sigh.. can i have a break please! i want to rest and take a day off from all this i want to go to a far far away places which i could throw away all my trouble! please someone please bring me to somewhere so tired of my life! wat's wrong with my mum kip finding trouble for me recently cuz of my stupid brother i had sigh. in the past i try to control him yet your pamper him and now he's out of control and you ask me wat to do funny uh whose faults now who ask your to pamper him tt much things can never be fair my life sux when DG sae " u gt no childhood ar" then i sae i totally gt no childhood my path is full of rocks y cant i have the same life lyk any other kids till nw i still envy those kids that thier parents treat them so well give them encouragement presents when they do well. i have neither all of tt all i gt is all scolding or beating no matter how well i do i really hate my bro at times cuz he's the 1 who get the loves of my parent i'm only the 1 they scold n beat no matter right or wrong i'm alway the black sheep of the family wat i do is being controlled. i hate my mum for planning n control me for every subjects i studied is all she plan even till now i hv no talk in it mayb i'm more smartier then my bro tt y she put all her hope on mi hais beating scolding is all i gt doting is all my bro gt frm young till now and now my mum expect mi to b close with her and i told her your left me to b independent when i'm onli 5 yrs old can ppl believe it i'm on my own for 12yrs facing this cruel cold world on my own wat's home to mi? just a motel for mi to slp eat n bath tt's all aunts ask mi y i seldom stay at hm i sae hm to mi is nth a place tt i onli gt scolding nth no love no warmth i rather stay out to do my own things i excel in the things i do nt cuz i gt parents support i excel cuz i wan them to noe i'm on my own somehow i do so good is cuz i wan them to praise mi bt everytym i gt nth sometimes i feel so dishearten don feel lyk doing anythings as they pay no attentions to me at all sometimes i've been wondering m i thier child y they treat mi n bro so differently sigh. they left a deep scar in my heart nth will change the facts there's once a auntie ask mi y r u alway tt cheerful and happy all the while i told her cuz my life is full with darkness there y i don wan my frens surrounding mi to b like mi so i will try my v best to make them smile. happy also gt to pass a day sad also hv to pass a day y nt b happy to pass tt day. tt's my slogan haas. i hv change-d totally compare frm the past mi n nw sometimes i don even noe who i am bt all thx to changes i hv learnt alot of things and alot of things make me change my point of views. no point kip blaming my parents cuz god put me to test wan mi to b a STRONG & FIRM GIRL.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
emo-ed
heart broken sry i donno wat happen to me i seriously sry for hurting you my heart hurts alot.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
yo. mon suck!! haas bad day quarrel with those little boys n girls kanna duan by lecturer hate 1 person attitude went to hv dinner and e servicing attitude sux till i cnnt take it i ask to see manager and COMPLAIN!! pls make clear i don complain 1 bt reali make mi pissed off so i COMPLAIN as i cant take their attitude! saw darlings nt happy so went to make them happy ok. see i'm a gd bf ok! haas went to vent anger on a machine then after tt play running game with them haas haapy happy ok see them laugh n smile jiu ok le laogong came to find mi and ya he wipe my sweat off for mi haas. huan's bf nt happy with mi haas cuz i SNATCH HIS GF haas pei pei bf also jealous ya haas omg i gg to gt so many enemys went to work on tue after coaching and ya so rush stupid boss tell him i after 6 then can he put mi at 6 Zzz rush to work n kanna sae by them sae i late omg work with laogong lor then so werid hmm working sux ok i actually hate tt guy cuz he make e whole place upside down after tt kanna di siao by guys omg i donno y tue night so many guys di siao mi ok n laogong flirt with a gal lor kns i can sae i drink a whole huge jar of vinger ok haas lols ok when i told dear i kanna di siao he v DL haa. ok todae went to work and i was being lied supposly work till 2 nia bt in the end 6 full 8hrs i work damn shag! i plan to study at hm 1 bt end up too tired haas gt to rush so many things alrdy and i'm working agn ! i chiong for work nw and ya jia you ba ong yu ying!! i just to tired myself out ok =)
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