<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/31258417?origin\x3dhttp://smilesfromyouisalliwanted.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.
Thursday, June 12, 2008

ok.
break down ystd.
i'm so so tired of my sickening life.
is there some1 out there to help mi and recuse mi!
i feel lyk dying le.
overstress.
ystd i cry in his hug.
feel so so sad n stupid
i reali miss u so so much.
5yrs yet now dont even tok to each other.
i miss u yes i do.
those happy memories.
roses,bdae cake,east coast,np mac,sch time,nite studies tym
y y thing turn to b like tis!!
i'm scare of hearing ppl promising mi things especially to attend my performances
my heart shattered alot of times and is numb le.
you promise to b there bt will u?
my biggest wish is to see you there and with my family.
bt will it ever come true?
i cant stop thinking e days we hang ard toking abt guys gossips and all
i really miss those days.
i miss u so damn lot tkh!!!
i did silly things which made dar unhappy n worried.
seriously i dono y i feel so moody and just tears flow down.
i told him lots of things.
and i cant stop hitting e wall.
i'm sry if i make u unhappy bt is just tt i'm fucking stress abt life.
i'm falling apart!!
superwoman will fall sick n die eventually!
get to know my grandfather hospital bills is 4K omg wher to raise so much money
nw i don even dare to ask parents for money i can only use those frm my saving.
i'm stressing for friday dancing exam.
after that got to stress for camp then after camp my work then exam
totally no life.
i wanna be back a slacker.
i hate to act tough!!
i cant stand it anymore and i cant take it le.
y cant god give mi a good time lyk wat other gals hv.
go out to shopping hang with frens every weekends and all bt mi wat i got!!
i just wanna b a normal gal want to b pamper by parents and bf bt can i?
can some1 teach mi wat to do!!
ystd slp at 6am and went sch till 3.30pm after tt went for pool for a while i cab down
to look for grandfather everytym look at him i feel so guilty
for not being a good granddaughter.
sigh i'm scare of gg hospital i don wish to see another person leaving
i don wan i cant take another blow le.
anyway dear is having is motor exam ltr and wish him all the best!!
and thx my dear for acc mi through out the night i knew u were tired bt u kip mi acc
i'm reali touch!
thx!
煜英♥志鑫