<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/31258417?origin\x3dhttp://smilesfromyouisalliwanted.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Me.

Oh hello.
My name is miss ong!.
-dance instructor.
-loves dancing/marital arts.
Friday, August 14, 2009

damn! wat's wrong man
blogger sux!


ok tis few days reali happen alot of things to mi.
i was so so down..
i realise how ppl changes so damn fast
within a "click" they change 360degree to another person.
damn it!
was reali sad lar of losing ppl in my life.
sometimes i'm wondering i did so much to help them
i didnt gain a single thing bt i still went over my limit
just to deliver e promise i made to them bt they just dont
appreciate..
maybe lyk mel sae i'm way to gd n stupid to help them.
sigh.
i felt so angry n sad, lucky i gt mel n darling with mi,
at tt point of time i was so low felt so lost when so much things
crash onto mi.
at tt point of time i nearly went crazy,
i thx to all those who hurts mi, u all made mi grow up.
i thx those who stand by mi and give mi encouragement when i'm down
u guys brought mi laughter and warmth.

i seriously know tt promise is meant to be broken.
u did ensure mi tt e sentence was a lie i believed,
ended up u still left..
it was so much blow to mi at that point of time,
u didnt noe tt how much i was hurts and how stress i was
at tt point of time.
i gt so damn lots of works to b undone and nid yr acc, bt
u were nt there.
giving excuses and stuffs make my heart cold.
seeing all my surrounding frens and their loved one so happy
make mi reali envy them make mi yearn to hv tt kind of love.
in the past we used to be lidat n ppl envy us,bt as times goes by,
both of us changed.
give in too much make mi restless n tired to walk on.
i seriously is v scare of lonely, bt u left mi to face with it.
last tym i'm way to dependent on u..i culd sae tt i cant live without u,
bt i learnt my lesson.. trying my best to walk on my own.
everytym u sae break is so easy.
there's times i try to hold bck , change myself just for u forcing myself
to do things i don lyk just to make u happy.
bt ended up u dont appreciate.i cried almost every night to slp.
surrounding frens were so worried bt i told myself i gt to move on,
darling did told mi tis...
it's hurtfully for mi to let go, bt i gt to. i'm way too tired to go on..
i did so much yt things still e same..
u told mi tt u finally noe si que le cai dong de zhen xi
bt to mi i feel so stupid,
last tym we broke before bt u still don bother
and nw went i reali left then u wan to treasure..
sigh.. rls is reali a headache issues..
now i'm wearing a fake mask to cover all of my unhappiness..
anyone is there to stand by mi?

Monday, August 03, 2009

yo.
been quite sad for tis few days
recently been so busy for performances
and meetings..
endless jobs for mi..
bt i gt to survive..
gt to go take a break le.
planning to go redang with my fren.
gt to work hard nw!!
chiong my wrk agn for tis few wks..

love cn b so simple bt
love on the other hand cn be so complicated.
miss ong just wan a simple rls, tt's all
bt is so hard to find.
i'm so exhausted.